Turning 33 changed everything. I ended a relationship that no longer served me, faced my fears around money, and chose to create my own version of security—on my own terms. This is the story of how I reclaimed my power, found my stability, and began living life for me.

If you’re paralyzed with fear, it might actually mean you’re on the right path. In this post, I open up about how resistance has shaped my biggest life changes—and why fear is often a sign that what you’re avoiding is exactly what you’re meant to do.

I used to shrink myself for love, hoping someone would finally choose me. But they weren’t ready — and now I know, that had nothing to do with my worth.

This 4/4 portal reminded me: I don’t need to be chosen. I choose me.

If someone couldn’t love you the way you needed, let that be your awakening — not your downfall.

You’re not too much.
You’re just not meant to beg for the bare minimum anymore. 🖤

This eclipse energy has been heavy—but it’s also been healing. I’ve been shedding old relationships, setting unapologetic boundaries, and finally choosing myself. If you’ve been feeling the pressure too, you’re not alone. This blog dives into my personal purge, what I’ve learned, and a powerful tarot spread to help you reflect and realign.

You’re not just looking for a new home—you’re creating a life that actually fits you. One that honors your freedom, your joy, and your truth. Let go of the “shoulds,” trust your vision, and start building a future that feels like home—from the inside out.

I thought I was surrendering, being intentional, and making grounded decisions—but if I’m being honest, I was struggling to let go. My tarot deck had become my security blanket, giving me every answer because I was too afraid to trust my own instincts. If you’ve ever felt stuck, waiting for signs instead of trusting yourself, this is for you. Let’s break the cycle of external validation and step into self-trust together.

Are you stuck reminiscing about the past instead of embracing the present? That realization hit me hard this week. I’ve always been a forward-thinker, but lately, doubt has made me question everything. A festival in my old town brought back memories—both empowering and painful. Instead of celebrating my wins, I found myself fixated on what I left behind. But here’s the truth: real growth isn’t about dwelling on the past, it’s about carrying its lessons forward. Moving ahead takes patience, self-trust, and the willingness to release what no longer serves you.

I kept chasing the next big thing—Mexico, a new relationship, a fresh start—only to realize I was losing myself in the process. Self-doubt took over. But instead of staying stuck, I turned to tarot, self-care, and deep reflection to rebuild my confidence—one step at a time. If you’ve ever felt lost, know this: You are not broken. Your confidence is still within you, waiting to rise again. 💛

I reflect on navigating personal upheaval after ending a relationship and facing homelessness. Seeking solace with family in Florida, I confront feelings of uncertainty and stagnation. Through daily tarot practices and journaling, I gain insights into my emotional state, acknowledging exhaustion and the need to release control. I emphasize the importance of self-awareness, embracing change, and reconnecting with passions to align with one's authentic self.

Feeling drained and stuck in overthinking? Sometimes, the fear of uncertainty holds us back more than our actual circumstances. I've been clinging to a false sense of security, trying to control everything—but what if letting go is the key to moving forward? Trusting the unknown is terrifying, but it’s also where the magic happens. Maybe the life we truly want is waiting for us on the other side of surrender.